My days are filled with boxes and good byes. I've been doing some yoga to release the tension in my chest. It is terribly sad to leave this place and these people. I do not know if I will ever return but I believe that I am doing the right thing by leaving now. I've been incredibly touched by the love and support friends and family have shown me.
I met with my 5th grader this evening. For the past year, it's been my delight to work with her each week, sometimes in Arabic but mostly in English. When I came around this evening, she was focused on a report she was writing about the adventures of her grandmother from Syria. After the lesson, she gave me a poem and an amulet.

Jewish amulets are difficult to read at best. For instance, the names of the five angels, Uriel, Raphael, Gabriel, Michael, and Nuriel might be invoked but, either in order to save space or to somehow concentrate the power and so increase the efficacy of the amulet, the five names would usually expressed in the single word,
Argaman, constructed from the first letters of their Hebrew names: ארגמן aleph-resh-gimmel-mem-nun, which also means 'purple.' There is a butte behind Kibbutz Elifaz called
אַרְגָּמָן Argaman because it turns purple at sunset. The one my student gave me comes from a Kabbalistic formula by which 72 names are created by combining the letters of the aleph-bet. This one, mem-hey-shen, is for healing and health.
When I used to go for acupuncture, I would study the wall chart of points while I was getting needled. I marveled how anyone could possibly remember them all, let alone what each one did and how they worked in concert. I do not think I am a particularly superstitious person, but I began asking myself if it were the amulet or all that yoga that was working its charm on my chest. Then, I looked at the second photo and wondered what acupuncture point was beneath the amulet that I have been fingering all evening as my thumb massaged the notch underneath. I think that it is a point on the Conception Vessel Meridian, CV 22, which is for chest tightness!
This is my new 'orange amulet' which
bikelovejones built for me. It was love at first sight! Tears rolled down my face when I first saw it. Yesterday, gas prices went up in Tel Aviv. A gallon of premium now costs US$9.00 and a gallon of diesel is $11.50. Incredible.
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